That’s that.

There are like, 2 or 3 people who I will tell my new blog url to. 

but everyone else. I’m no longer going to use this blog. there is a queue of like 40 pictures that i’m going to speed up the posting on. So it’ll run out in like 2 days. and then i’ll probably update it occasionally to post progress. But, having THIS blog is not helping me. I can’t say half of what I want to. I get hate. I am too known, but yet totally unknown. When I need support I don’t get it, when I don’t need it I get hate. 

I want to me be, and not have a blog that’s strictly weightloss or whatever this is. I want a blog for me and me only. I’d rather have 3 followers that love me back than the 5,498 that never talk to me.

This blog doesn’t help with my real life problems. Or allow me to vent them honestly. Plus, When I stopped giving a shit about this blog. I lost weight again! Yeah, I lost a pound this week. I haven’t lost a pound in a friggin’ month. I honestly think the tress and BS of this blog is hindering me.

So, I’m going my own way. To post mindlessly and carelessly and write and reblog supernatural and kitties and nothing weightless related if I don’t want to. 

When I hit 145 and 135 and my UGW then, i’ll post them here, if I still have any followers. Otherwise they’ll be posted on my new blog. So, you may stumble across them I guess. Anyways, bye guys.

if you want to still be my friend, email me. it’s in my contact info. i will be changing my instagram and other stuff to match my new blog.

my twitter will be more used too. I’m actually kind of think only of only using twitter/facebook but, idk. 

Sometimes I really feel like I just don’t want to keep up with this blog anymore. I feel like I’m not connecting with anyone anymore, so what’s the point?

Ugh. Just kind of battling a lot of things right now and I’m not really feeling support anymore on here. I’d rather have a private blog with no followers than a blog with thousands and thousands of followers who don’t really talk to me or reach out when I need it. I feel like I only get support when things are going well, and not when things get rough. And things are rough right now.

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Like you guys reblog the things I reblog all day every day, but a personal post? Nothing. One or two comments when it’s my cat. But me, talking? Nadda.

I’m just… Not really feelin’ it anymore. Maybe I’ll make a new blog and just start over. With no one. And never reblog a single thing and just see where that goes. Maybe I’d be happier over there.

Or maybe I shouldn’t have a tumblr at all.

Or maybe I’ll just suck it up and get over it.

I’m really just at odds with everything.